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Self talk 2

  Hey I’m back, can we talk? Man, what you wanna talk about Last time that we did I felt lost as hell You chose to box yourself For a reason Then what’s the reason? Cause everybody inside of this world don’t love me Man, you don’t even love yourself You put every other person above yourself Man I had to You don’t know what it’s like to be alone Oh I don’t? Man I’m stuck with you I put every little bit of my trust in you You closed off, now I’m stuck in you I’ve been ducking you Man I’m scared of my past The person I was would’ve broken like glass So thе person you are now is bettеr? I’m not saying that! Well then face the facts Put the person you were in the place you’re at And the person you are in the grave and past In the grave and past? You make it sound so damn easy ‘cause it is But it’s not That’s the reason why I’m even saying it Well you better stop praying kid For what, for how? ‘cause everything you done is a problem to yourself Except you won’t change You blame every oth...
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Self Talk (1)

  hey, can we talk? na, i don't really wanna talk right now that's okay, you never really did, i've been screaming every day "please let me out!!" hold up, let you out? you couldn't protect yourself i was protecting you... you were protecting me?! yes protecting you, everybody in this world was rejecting you, nobody out here could accept you no, everyone could, except you. that's the problem that you have man, you build walls up and hid behind the shame and i guess that i'm partially to blame, i don't know what to say don't explain! you're making no sense to me, it kind of all just sounds like a guess to me... bro, your trauma made me just a memory, ain't nobody in this world remembers me so you wanted them to hurt you? man that's not what i'm saying... well you basically are every time that you told me i took it too far, and your ex left you cause you're way too emotional Old parker: man i did what i was supposed to do Park...
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Cry

  Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry But you can't let out all the feelings inside So you lay in the bed under blankets and hide And you let people know that your feeling just fine And your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cried And your praying nobody comes in and asks why And the redness is already takin your eyes And you wish you could hide it but there's no disguising it Cry let it all out go ahead just fall down I'm scared of me now I don't want them to carry me out Lies your filled up with doubt When I scream no words come out bye No sit on the couch lеt me hear what you gotta say now I'm trapped in my mind Look up look lеft look right gone No one's around I've been calling to god but it's hard when my voice wasn't taken by choice So I keep making noise hoping they hear but they just fear me I'm trapped in my mind Look up look left look right gone No one's around I've been calling to god but it's har...
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NOT THE SAME

{Intro} You need to sit down It's time to talk and have this conversation I don't wanna talk Honestly, i do not care It's time you find some concentration Listen, i understand life is crazy And lately you've had a whole lot of changes The life that i'm living and the trauma i got I feel like i should be allowed to hate this {verse} You get angry at everybody, you push them away so they don't hear you cry anymore If i can save you, i probably would But i feel like i don't have the time anymore When i look at me now, i don't feel proud I feel like my mind isn't mine anymore Then it's fuck you Not a thing in this world a person could say to show that thеy love you You don't love you {chorus} You don't understand i'm tryna hеlp you out Only cause i know that you won't help yourself But i'm feeling so lonely It's me now versus the old me You don't understand i'm tryna help you out Only cause i know that you won't he...
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